here's to nights of total mayhem

Ok, so retelling this weekend would take forever but here's the key points:
1. detoxing until my birthday is probably a good and necessary idea 2. i miss killa face already 3. rudys at 7 in the morning still hammered drunk is pretty slam 4. here's to trying new things that will never be tried again and 5. new vocab = "man pretty"

Yeah...Happy Halloween =D

The only thing about this weekend that is rubbing me the wrong way is the realization of wanting what can't be had yet again. Seriously...it's like a continuing cycle that never ends. WHY DO WE ALWAYS DESIRE WHAT IS OUTSIDE OF OUR GRASP. I so dislike being prohibited from things. Tell me I can't do it I will try MY ABSOLUTE HARDEST fo find a way TO DO it. That is probably kind of messed up, I know. I think it is safe to say that I am not the only person with this subconcious way of thinking. Maybe its just a psychological characteristic that some have worse than others. Also, on this subject that I am trying to descretely relate...I have concluded that I am officially on a drought right now, meaning that every opportunity turns into a reason why i CAN'T.
Well, the only reason I am, for once, NOT trying my absolute hardest to find a way around the situation is this: I am willing to give up trying for the sake of one of the people that I care about the most and sometimes you make sacrifices for people like that. Given any other circumsances i WOULD find a way...but I am stepping down. Gona peace out on this one. I guess the moral of the story is choose your battles wisely.....

-AD