Sometimes perfection can be a perfect hell...

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think about it...

I found this on my myspace today it's super old and kinda juvenille but also profound....

"It's not about what they tell you. It's not about what they think about you. It's not about whether you're living your life they way they told you that you would if you became like them. In fact, it's not about becoming like them at all. You will never be like them. That would be contradicting the very thing that makes you human.
We are all free. We are all individual and no one can or will take that away from us. Not even God.
Don't believe because it's been "proved." Nothing can be proved. Nothing is for certain except for what you think you can prove to yourself. What can you believe? What is real? It's not real unless it is real to you. Don't believe because they tell you it's real. Believe because it's real to you. If it's not real to you then why are you kidding yourself? To be like them? Did they get it right? Do they have everything? The question is...did you?....and do you??
To tell you the truth...
no human did and no human does and no human ever will on this side of eternity.
BUT
That is why we hope, that is why we believe in truth. That is why we grasp the small things that have been real to us...the times in your life that you really felt it..when in your mind you knew it was real without having to convince yourself.
They say as you gain wisdom you gain sadness...but you also get closer to the answers that someday, I hope, you will be able to hear for yourself when you are standing face to face with Him..."

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fancy clothes fancy caaarrs

Monday night at Shakespeares was an excellent idea. But I need to stop missing calculus 0=).

Today in poli sci class my teacher was gone so we watched a movie about the media. Pretty entertaining. They interviewed this guy who tries to get the media to cover bull shit stories. He made a "portofessor" and rode his bicycle around getting his friends (supposedly random people) to confess. He made front page of about 10 newspapers. He also dressed up as a completely bogus looking scientist and claimed he found a bacteria that cures all diseases. This bacteria comes from roaches. Media totally bought it. He got interviewed and everything! Wow.

My check engine light is on in my car again. Damn. I really don't want to spend my extra cash getting it fixed agaain. Hopefully it doesnt cost 3 bill this time.

"For a force there is always an equal and opposite reaction." Newton was so right on soo many levels. Think about it. Drunk = hangover Coke = terrible come down Ex = the most depressing day of your life the next day. Total opposite reacion.

Ok so here's something to contemplate...if the two people you love more than anybody are doing some thing that a.) you don't agree with and think is so stupid and dangerous and b.) could possibly be putting your life in danger...how do you approach the situation? What do you say?
Would your respect them for having balls or disrespect them for being complete morons or both?

This life we live...its a vicious cycle.
Where are you now? As I'm swimming through this stereo I write you a symphony of sound...

Hours pass and she still counts the minutes that he is not there.

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